Happy New Year

Its new year with that  comes new beginnings, new seasons, new friendships that  will come and go.. I am welcoming it  all with open arms, an open mind and with all of us in great  health. We had a very  low key  NYE stayed home kids in bed by  10, rang in the New Year watching  MTV.  Reflecting on the year that  had just  passed.  Many  ups &  downs, lost  friendships, medical issues, family  issues, but in the end we found the light at the end of the tunnel.  we made it  thru  it  all and we did depending  solely  on each other and never  letting  anything  break that  family  bond we have.
  We are hopeful that  we can restore past  relationships with family  members. As we all miss the fun we used to  have. We all grow and change over the years we just  have to  find the balance to  make everything  work. I feel we can do this if work is put in by  all parties. See hopeful, but  still guarded. Some friends didn't  get to  make into  the new year  in "my life". New year  New beginnings the toxins had to  be removed.
  The kids are back in school and in the swing  of things already  talking  about  Easter lol. I am so proud of Noe he is such a great  student always on green never any  issues, now if he could just  be as pleasant  at  home with his sister lol. Abbey is he loud bold mouthy  self. Getting into everything  as always keeping  me on my toes lol. Noe &  I are counting  down till opening  night  at the local stock car  track. Theres a quick update Until next  time smile  laugh and love :P

Sandy Hook....

Yeah I suck......

I have come to the conclusion I totally  suck at  blogging. I really  need to  get  with the program or just  totally  drop the idea all together. 

 So much has happened since my  last  post  over 2 years ago HA! So fast  forward to  present  time. Noe is now 6 and is in kindergarten. Abbey  is now 4 and is in Head Start. We are  now living  in a different  county. Not  exactly thrilled of where we live but  for now its home. We have had ups and downs and been through pure hell...... Guess what  we made it, there was light at the end of the tunnel. We are in a much better place emotionally and mentally, then we were at  my  last  post.


 I am still at  a loss as to  what to  blog  about. Life I suppose would be a good start. We all know this blog wont  be as well known as some of the bogs I follow, I guess my  only  hopes for this blog is to connect  with others, share about  our life and keep it  as low key  as possible. In time I guess I will get into the swing  of things. Maybe its best to  just  here and let the words flow and see where it  goes from there...

How about  some pics of the kids:

                                                       Noe's 1st  day of kindergarten

                                            Abbey's 1st  day  of Head Start ( they  got  a late start)

                                                               Our awesome cat Isis

                                                       Our 1st  Christmas at  our new place
             Well not  so new we have been a little less then a year. Here's to  high hopes of keeping this blog active and maybe gaining  a few followers on the way. Happy  Holidays

Maybe I should......

Maybe I should start getting serious about this blogging!!!

Abbey turned 2 in August. We had a small family party and she had lots of fun. She talks non stop!!! She knows what she wants when she wants it. Abbey has a lot of spunk to her. A love for life that is contagious when your around her, she laughs to get you laughing with her and has a great sense of humor. She adores her bro bro and has begun to stand her own in their sibling rivalry!! I think she rather enjoys her time with just mommy and daddy while Noe is at school. She no longer naps, which is fine by me. I am so proud to call her my daughter!!!!

I turned 30 in September. Noah took me out to the local racetrack. Where I had a blast like always cheering on our friends!! Go Bee's!!!!! Damn its gonna be a long winter!!! Then we went to have some drinks with his sis. Lets just say it was a birthday I will never forget!!!! I don't think there is anything that can top that night!!!! Don't want to see what my 40th will bring!! Noah and I have been doing great. We aren't exactly happy where we are at, but we have accepted that for right now it is whats best for Abbey and Noe. Right now they are the only ones that really matter! We won't be here forever is what we tell ourselves!

Noe turned 4 this month. We did a family party at home and then had dinner at Aunt Jess's for both of their birthdays. It was fun Great Grandma was there, the in laws showed. It was an all around good time! Noe has come a long way over the summer. His speech has improved greatly. He potty trained his self in April. He started school back in September and is doing remarkably well. He is learning how to write his own name. He loves to do his homework, gets bummed when there is no more to do. He is learning a lot and anxious to learn more. Looking forward to what this school year will bring!!! If he has learned this much in just a couple months, I cant wait to see him at the end of the year.

Well that's a bit of a run down over the past few months. I am going to try and blog at least 2 times a week. I don't have any followers nor expect any. There will be no set way it is written and may jump around a bit. But Hey that's just me, welcome into my mind. You may not like somethings you may read but remember this is MY BLOG. I will say what I want and write how I feel when I want. I don't live for others I live for us. I express my opinions and don't expect everyone to agree, but I don't expect to get slammed for my beliefs or told I am wrong b/c I do something a different way. We are all different and have our own mind. The world would be a boring place if everyone thought and felt the same way all the time!! I am me. If anyone does read this and want to know more feel free to ask!!! Till next time, how about a pic of my fav 2 lil people. Abbey and Noe.........

Over Due update

Wow its been awhile since I sat down and had the time to blog. A lot has happened since my last and only post HA! We have since moved in with my mom why pay bills at 2 houses when we can just pay for one type of thing! This Saturday is Abbey's 2nd birthday. I can't believe my baby girl is becoming a big girl! She has quite the vocabulary and loves to talk. Noe s getting excited about starting school next month. I am thrilled he has a friend of my mothers for a teacher! Hopefully now that things are beginning to settle down and school is starting soon I will find more time to sit and blog till next time......

Us.....

Hello!!!!!
Thanks for stopping by. This blog thing is all new to me so if you could just bear with me while I get the kinks worked out. I guess I should introduce us. I am Jen often referred to as mommy around here. I am 29 yrs old I am considered mentally disabled, no not what your thinking! I have been diagnosed with PTS, OCD, IED, and Severe depression. I wasn't sure if I wanted to share that much about me but hey if I'm gonna do this I might as well go big or go home and be completely honest about who I am. Please keep in mind that this blog was in no way started to receive pity! I am who I am you either love me or hate me. I'm hard to handle and difficult to live with but Noah and I have made it work for almost 8 yrs now!!!!! I am a convicted felon who has changed my ways and has made a better life for myself with what I have. Noah is my husband he is 28 yrs old and is an awesome dad! We have had our problems hell what married couple hasn't? We have come through it all and become closer in the end. I couldn't of asked for a better father for my kids. Noah Jr who will be referred to as Noe from here on out is our wild and crazy hyper 3 yr old! He is a ball of energy morning noon and night! Laughs hard often and loves his trains and hot wheels. He will be starting preschool soon I cant believe my baby boy is a big boy now! Then there is our lil girl Abigayle Lee who will be referred to as Abbey form now on. She is the one who completed our Farley Four!! She is 20 months old going on 16!! She is mouthy and can stand her own! Yet sweet and snugly at the same time. We could not of asked for better children! After our daughter we decided that we were complete and I got a tubal when Abbey was born. Well that's our life in somewhat of a nutshell. I don't expect many views nor any followers. If you read this far thank you! My life is not interesting rather pretty boring. I figured maybe I should quit being a stalker and start blogging myself!